I wanted to give everyone an update on my top surgery. It has taken me a long time to make this update mostly because getting top surgery from a surgeon and fighting for my right to get top surgery from a surgeon has been a long arduous process. I have faced immense censorship from the moderator of this website and many other platforms which put me in a situation to where my only option was to perform Top surgery on myself due to the moderator of this website censorship and the moderator of other websites censorship as well. My attempts to ask for advice were given to me by my case manager and therapist at the time. They did not know how to help me get Top surgery so they asked me to go online and ask which is what I did. This was after I had spoken to many top surgeons Dr.Moser, Dr.garramone, Dr. Curtis Crane, Dr. Timothy Alexander, Dr Kathy Rumer and many others. I also applied to these top surgery grants: Jim Collins, Point of Pride, Gender bands, Rizi Xavier Timane but was never accepted for over 8 years. and I even talked to the top surgeons I were told were "pro bono" only to be told they cared more about money than my life. Asking for help on these forums was my last attempt to get help from this so-called "community" and all I was met with was slander and censorship. Obviously censoring me doesn't work because I'm here now despite the moderator of this website's attempt against my life and the moderator of many other websites attempts against my life either through censoring me from receiving information on how to get Top surgery from a actual surgeon or by trying to have me killed by police by calling the police on me because I was and still am a low-income disabled trans person of color who tried to get Top surgery from a surgeon. I cannot afford a lawyer to sue these people for slander but thankfully my government gave Afghanistan its government and sending mail is legal so that's how I've defended myself from the racist white trans people that wanted to have me killed by police and censor me into giving myself Top surgery instead of giving me information on how to get Top surgery from an actual surgeon. I am the first trans man in Alaska to receive Top surgery from a surgeon through Alaska Medicaid. My gp doctor, my top surgeon, and a therapist all spoke on my behalf in the court hearing to overturn the exemption that barred people like myself from receiving Health Care from an actual top surgeon. Because of my willingness to allow them to use my information and because of them I was able to get Top surgery from an actual surgeon. I received Top surgery in August of 2021. It has genuinely saved my life and I feel I need to make this post so people know I'm still alive despite the racist white trans people's attempts on my life including the moderator of this website. I want to make this post to show people that advocacy wins over all censorship and racism even if it's within your own so-called "community". There is a lot I have left out but if this post is not deleted I am willing to answer any questions about what has happened because I know there are trans people in Alaska and elsewhere that would like to know who my top surgeon was and how my experience was getting Top surgery in Alaska. I owe it to the people who were genuinely concerned about my life and the racist attempts against my life to let them know what has happened to me and how I am doing today. I can't put into words how life-changing Top surgery has been but I have gone out of my way to make this post despite the moderators censorship and attempts on my life as a showing of just how grateful I am that I was given a chance to live my life and I did not have to Martyr myself just so other trans people could get the healthcare they desperately need. If you want any answers on my political leanings please watch the black lives matter protest I went to in Fairbanks Alaska that I posted publicly on my Facebook page. I was the only one there for Tony McDade. Thank you to the trans people who genuinely cared about my life and to the racist white trans people I hope someday you can look past your racism to actually help trans people of color instead of threatening their lives.