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RE: Help Leon To Get Top Surgery - daveleon07 - 11-07-2017
Hey I'm Leon. I'm a ftm transgender living in Indonesia. I'm trying to raise money for my top surgery.
When I was a child, I didn't know that I'm trans. All I knew that I wasn't a girl, but everyone treated me like a girl. I always wearing masculine clothes but everyone around me ask me to dress more like a girl and act like a girl. When I hit puberty, I felt super uncomfortable with my body, with my chest and period. But nobody knew I just kept it to myself. People around me kept asking me to be more like girl and I gave up. I dressed more like a girl, tried to act like a girl and I grew my hair but I was extremely upset, I felt not confident with long hair and girl clothes, so I decided to be myself no matter what, I dressed like a boy, act like I used to and cut my hair. I felt very confident after that but I still felt uncomfortable with my chest and my voice. I kept asking to myself why it happened to me, I thought I was alone, and i thought it never happened to anyone else. Until one day I found my answer through YouTube that I'm a trans and I'm not alone. Many people feel what I feel. I came out to my mom and we didn't talk for a few weeks but after that we talk again but she doesn't want to talk about me being trans. I'm planning to go on hormone and still convincing my mom that this is okay. I'm saving money by myself for hormone therapy and top surgery but it seems out of reach. If you want to donate and help me with my transition, I'd be so grateful and even just sharing this would help me a lot.
Thank you so much for taking your time and read this. This is my YouCaring link https://www.youcaring.com/leondave-978331
Sincerely
Leon
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