Am here cause am desperate. A fresh man though, I don't know if that's gonna be a problem. Not sure if I need to be a senior member to be attended to. I got this desperate when the value of naira dropped badly. Naira is the currency in my country. When that happened. The light i see at the end of the tunnel died down. Am not a lazy ass, I had prefer working ma ass out to pay for my surgery, but now I have to work triple that. And my dysphoria is so high that I can not but be depressed every day. Though I have passed the point of wanting to kill ma self I don't wanna go back there, it was hard living that stage. Am only 21 and I can't count how many suicide attempt, i have had in my life. Am trying ma best to hang on but each day that passes I don't know how much longer I can go. I have to live ma country if am going to make it with ma top surgery, and getting a gender therapist, and eventually starting on T. To start ma transition at all I have to live. And the earlier I live the more safe I am, and the more chances I have living a normal free life. Calling on you guys to please help me out. I badly need to live. And when I live I can now work hard to ma surgery and being ma transition. And would also help others as I can best.

I need help to live ma country, and desperately. This the one site I know. I don't know of any site that could help me again? Please